And she said, "I think we're running out of alcohol
Tonight I hate this stupid town
And all my best friends will be the death of me
But they won't ever remember, remember
So please take me far away
Before I melt into the ground
And all my words get used against me"
( You sad and lonely girl )
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She's a pretty girl
She's always falling down
And I think I just fell in love with her
But she will never remember, remember
And I can always find her
At the bottom of a plastic cup
Drowning in drunk sincerity
( A sad and lonely girl )
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| 2020-09-15 21:26 |
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( Apply Within! )
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Spencer Bryant Cordingly (and, I'm sorry, I am so never typing that again) called me last night. On my cell phone.
Instead of having his people call my people, he called me.
I've been doing some reading. Well... googling. There's not a lot of legit sources out there to tell me about CW "stars". (And yes, the quotation marks are warranted.) Google tells me that SBC is 27. He didn't go to college. He married one of his costars from his big breakout movie a year ago and three months ago she filed for an annulment. ONTD seems to suspect he cheated on her with Megan Fox.
Jocelyn throwing us together makes perfec sense from a publicity standpoint. I'm not a big enough name on my own to get photographed at events as much as she wants me to. SBC needs something to make him look good after this marriage drama... and I'm going to be a social worker. I'm the posterchild for wholesomeness, aren't I?
I don't do relationships. I learned after the Cody mistake, I can't not get attached. I can't not put myself in the place where they can hurt me.
But still. He called me. Maybe I'll give in to this. It wouldn't be a real relationship anyway.
Plus. I got that FH role. Sigh.
And I'm not talking about that day. I'm not reflecting on it. It happened. I got through it. Nothing else matters.
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It's really cold out today. Below zero cold. I went to Sanctuary today and my ribs were just killing me every time I breathed in.
My 23rd birthday is in two weeks and two days.
It always sneaks up on me and I don't know how it does it. Five years and it still takes me by surprise. I'm not willing to exert that energy on him, but I almost hate him for taking Valentine's Day and my birthday away from me in one completely selfish action.
And I still haven't entirely figured out how to deal with the day. This year I'm very seriously considering just getting so smashed at my party on the Saturday that I sleep through the 14th all together.
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Meeting with Jocelyn this morning.
Well, I'm not going to be in Maxim. Which I probably could have told Anastasia, but anyway. It's bigger than Maxim. I think she's trying to make me a celebrity. Well, sort of. Pseudo-celeb. Which makes sense, I think I always knew that 5'8" me was never going to be a model for real.
And I'm strangely excited about all of this. I guess it makes sense - what kind of girl wouldn't be excited about maybe being on tv. The only thing that's off is that she wants to use my dating life to spread buzz which... I don't even include my dating life in my real life. I don't even have a dating life.
Ugh. I'm worrying about this before it's even anything to worry about. I'm a booze girl, I'm not going to take off as the hot new thing by any means. As long as I can continue to live in the lifestyle to which I'm accustomed (hee!), I'm completely happy.
And I can giggle about the idea of me "dating" one of the Twilight boys (oh god, I could not even imagine!) over drinks with the girls over the weekend.
Like I told Bruce S the other day - this is so not where I thought my life would be.
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